So here goes my first one. Been hooked to this stuff for long now but was always hesitant of blogging. Been through many of thee blogs and felt like going with it.
I have been caught up in more than the things i can manage for some time now and feel like leading a dull and mundane life. Mediocrity sucks. Really, aspiring as a perfectionist has been more than an easy game for me and have ended up looking at myself as the jack of all trades and master of none. Life seems to play a game with some turns lurking around where i would find a certainity in vision and ambition. Does talent beat perspiration or vice versa, still remains a question for me. To carry on with achievement of some minor milestones seems to give some respite besides bigger failures. But its not justified to call them so as i had hardly put my heart into them. So complaining is unappropriate.
Hope to resurrect the blurred vision and get back the rudder doing its job. Life's fantasies are not to be repressed but should be dealt with super id, as they say in psychology. Social Circles, Service, Personal Ambition, Love life , priorities seems to give the succour. Been through assortment of texts, courses, but my innate desire to make life flow in its own direction has weakened many resolves, broken many a hopes, so cutting apart from this drudging realm is the only solution.
Again it's the same me, messing things to make them incomprehensible. It's time to be headstrong in putting those pieces together. Adieu till the nxt blog
